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I detested it. Or worse: At ACT I met walking encyclopedias of epidemiology, infectious disease, every detail of every new drug, every available or so far unavailable alternative therapy. I applauded their diligence: But I hoped to avoid what seemed for some a total obsession. They could act as if nothing else in life were worth their attention. I also saw men with HIV grasp that virus as an identity beyond all others. Some liked the label "Survivor.
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And that was, Stephen concluded, "the gay communities of Canada. In ACT's board quoted his rationale but came up with quite a different answer: Now the board wanted to focus on the infected alone.
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But is there any such thing as "AIDS alone"? To say that AIDS is not about poverty, discrimination -- even about life in our bars and bedrooms -- is to say that AIDS is not part of the real world. AIDS is unavoidably political.
Not all of us infected with HIV are gay. But most of us here are.
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Not every AIDS organization should be gay. We built ACT. We made it a place where being gay was not only okay but the norm. We could say it was ours. Now some say ACT should not be ours. Instead it should be a neutral agency where professionals serve people with HIV, defined by a virus, not by who they really are. That means it will belong to no one -- but the professions. Carol Yaworski. The chair of Adult seeking casual sex Castile board then -- a handsome young A- gay lawyer much out on the scene, and a Person Living With HIV -- once said he had more in common with a seropositive single mother than with other gay men.
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Only later did anyone say much about side effects -- which a friend once said should be called simply "effects," some intended, some not, some completely unanticipated. I'm now on a drug to improve my fine motor control, often not so fine; it was first used for angina but to everyone's surprise also helps stop the shakes. Nude oral Vancouver nice.
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Know your options. One man stands alone, three storeys tall, one hand out palm up as if instructing, or imploring. They all look terribly earnest. Across the Vancouve are the sponsors' logos: CATIE is community based, careful in its advice not to be a flack for drug companies. But heaven knows it needs the money those ad sponsors bring.
Later I saw another ad, on bus shelters, on the backs of Xtrafabeven the Pride program. If not by name; I don't think they're allowed to. But that's fine with them, the message: More surprising is that the ad is too: Its banner, Nude oral Vancouver on yellow, colours of orla Protect yourself.
There is no cure. Just "yourself"? Well, I don't really expect a drug company -- even as it plasters its promo all over the ghetto -- to know piss all about community. Kevin Orr would find it odder still, were he here to see it.
He's not often now, if not forgotten. Nudr, born and raised American -- geographically speaking -- is now in San Francisco. A nice irony: Accepting Kevin's honour, I said he Housewives seeking sex tonight Kinsman Ohio likely in Morocco. In the communities Kev sees now, if the cure for AIDS were no more than clean water, most people couldn't get it.
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None of that should we, or the world, ever want to give up. Jackson women want to fuck men even to be free of AIDS. Over it were the words: I probably wouldn't "be here"; neither would too many others I once knew, even some I knew still.
Later there was another, a sign Nude oral Vancouver carried on Pride Nude oral Vancouver It's all Nude oral Vancouver Me! Well, I don't want to go back to the world just like it was. I want much more than a "Cure. I once had to see a specialist, a gastroenterologist, referred to him by Philip Berger. He turned out engaging, progressive, and a very Nude oral Vancouver doctor. He once said to me something I've never forgot, in essence this: He liked that.
Philip recently told me about being at an AIDS conference infor doctors only but "the one and only" Chuck Grochmal had got in. Feeling ignored, a mere PWA in this crowd of health professionals, he shouted: The room went silent, Philip said, sensing a power doctors rarely have to face. And of much more. Women working together for each others' health since the s, knowing they knew their own bodies in ways few doctors could, sharing then and still what they knew in a book called Our Bodies, Ourselves.
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